Personally, I'm an individual who enjoys doing many things; Sometimes I wish I could duplicate myself physically and put my inspiration towards all the aspects of life that I love. I'd need like five different mes. That's some intense shit.
While writing this I have inspiration just sitting at the bottom of my belly; This feeling is totally the opposite of nerves and anxiety, but rather butterflies on shots of vitamin B. I want to draw, dance, make videos, and more. Obviously there's a problem with that. The problem is lacking an actual subject for my inspiration; I'm missing an idea, I just have the urge to do.
Being a ball of energy with no purpose just causes frustration for myself. What the hell do I do about it?
Is writing/typing it out a good method? Yeah.. I guess that's the way I'm doing it right now. Though, I could DO an activity I love and put that inspiration to good use. It could even be emulating someone else's idea(s) or a previous idea of my own, just to get those feelings out. That usually has me questioning my originality, but that's a subject for another day.
It's not a bad thing, having an idea or lack-thereof. Letting inspiration go to waste can, in turn, become a major downer. Especially when you're awake passed midnight and just figure you might as well stay up to ponder these feelings.
The shitty thing about having inspiration without any ideas is when you decide you're going to stress out about it; Not having an idea to match your inspiration, sucks. Stressing out shouldn't be a conclusion you get to, but, it's inevitable sometimes. At the end of the day, you might just need sleep or rest; It could be a number of things. I most likely need sleep. THAT'S why I stress out about it at 2 o'clock in the morning, instead of just picking up that motivation again, after a good night's rest.
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